‘Dear dairy'…?
How will I balance my studies, professional work and social life? I have no idea - but I know I will do all three - I have no choice but to. Okay maybe my social life will be rocky at times and that’s okay - but sanity is so important.
I’m not really sure why I am writing this but I think it would be nice to see the progression of how I handle all three over the next two years. Interesting right? Maybe for some - maybe not - I am going to write about it anyway.
If I can’t express myself in writing I’ll post pictures - hopefully that should tell my story.
I’m super excited to start my MA at Central Saint Martins! What an amazing university to attend. I still can't believe it - I am so grateful. In some ways I feel that I am not that cool to attend and the more I have thought about it - the more sweaty I get - ew sorry, anxious. But then I thought - you know what I got in because of who I am, so I’m going to be me, dress like me, talk like me, and walk like me. We will see what happens.
With this being said, I am sweating balls for the first day - mainly because I have to do a presentation about myself. How do you do a presentation about yourself without sounding narcissistic or like a show off? You can’t say - well you know my aspirations for the future are okay, bland, not that great. And what do I even wear? If I don't make any friends on the first day after my presentation, I know I either didn't dress well, sound well - or I’m just a bland person.
This is all getting very negative - sorry.
It will be just fine and I am going to have the most productive, fun, worthwhile time over the next two years. I pray I do all three amazingly.
Let’s do this and welcome to my adventure.
X
